Positions

Sunday, July 18, 2010 at 18:57

          I used to look forward for those weekends when my parents were out visiting my grandparents in the country. As soon as they left I would go to the backyard get my treasure box, bring it to my bedroom and spend the whole weekend in sexual bliss.

         Until I got those magazines I thought the only positions for sex were doggie (because I've seen animals doing it) and missionary (because I've seen photos of girls laying down on their backs with legs spread.)          


         But now with these new magazines I could see how many different positions were possible and I would get so horny looking at them! I would fantasize about them, looking at the photos and imagining it was me, putting myself in the same positions and masturbating.

         Laying down on my back and spreading my legs imagining there was a man between them while rubbing my pussy. 
        
         Standing up and leaning over my desk with one leg on it and rubbing my pussy from behind.         
         On my fours, imaging there was a man kneeling behind me, with his hands on my hips and rubbing my pussy with my hand between my legs.        
         Kneeling on the floor and bending over on the bed, imagining a man behind me and leaning over me...      

          On my knees, spreading my legs wide open, with a pillow between my legs, imagining the pillow is a man, my hand between the pillow and my pussy...


         There were so many different positions and all of them seemed so exciting and made me so horny. But my favorites were the ones that allow me to spread my legs wide open and move my hips in circles as these positions made me feel very sexy and gave me the best orgasms.


          Those magazines supplied me with fantasies for years. I think I had fantasies for every single photo in each of those magazines. And I couldn't wait for the day I would be doing it for real with a man.





At My Fingertips

Thursday, July 1, 2010 at 22:38
         I fell in love with those magazines. Full of beautiful color photos of beautiful people doing beautiful things.

          I used to masturbate several times a day looking at them. In the morning before I got off of bed, in the afternoon as soon as I got home from school and before sleeping. In fact whenever I was home alone I would masturbate looking at those beautiful photos.

          In the weekends when my parents would go visit my grandparents in the country I would tell them that I have a lot to study so I would stay home alone the whole weekend. As soon as they left I would go to the backyard, get my treasure box and bring it to my bedroom. Then I would select some of the magazines, open them in the pages with the best photos and put them around the bed so that wherever I looked I would see couples fucking in those beautiful positions and then masturbate for hours, stopping only to eat and sleep.

         One day I was laying on my back with my legs spread wide open, my knees bent a little, forming an M. I started teasing my pussy by flicking my finger on my lips. And then from time to time I would slip the tip of my middle finger between the lips, teasing the opening of my vagina. On each time the finger would go just a little deeper to give me a new sensation. It was a new kind of exploration: Rubbing my lips. Finger slips through the lips, touching the entrance. Feels good. Keep rubbing the lips. Let finger tip slip in again. Hmmm…. Good. Keep rubbing lips. Fingertip slips in again. This time a little deeper. Mmmmm…. Even better. I want more. I keep rubbing. Let’s see if it gets better if I slip a little deeper. Oh yes. It IS better!

         I figured that as I already determined that I have no hymen, I guess there’s no point in avoiding being penetrated as there’s already no proof that I am a virgin. So I suppose it is safe to insert my finger.

         But I don’t want to go all the way at once. I want to enjoy the exploration. I slip my fingertip in again, just a little deeper to give me a new sensation. Oh, this is sooo good! I want more! I let it slip in just a little deeper. Yes… this feels great! I try wriggling my finger inside. Mmmmm…. New sensations. I can’t resist anymore. I insert my finger slowly, wriggling it all the way in. It feels sooo good to be touched where I’ve never been touched before. I feel the finger going in, tight, hot, wet. The sensation is so good, so erotic. I wriggle my finger around. Mmmm… so good! I start pulling my finger out. Slowly. Enjoying the sensation of my finger slipping out. When the finger come completely out I feel my pussy closing and it gives me a small spasm. I take the finger up and smell it. Mmmmm it smells so good and it makes me hornier. I taste it. It is so good that I can’t resist and suck on my finger like on a sweet candy. I take my hand down again and rub my clit and my lips again. And then I start inserting my finger in again. The first contact of the finger tip to the entrance also causes me a small spasm. My pussy wants it again. I start pushing my finger in. Enjoying the sensation caused by every single millimeter  that goes in. When my finger is completely inside I stop and let it stay there. Unmoving. Just enjoying the sensation of having something inside my vagina. It feels so good. After looking at those porn magazines for a long time and wondering how does it feel, I finally am having a glimpse of the sensations that I will feel when a man penetrates me.

         After some time I start wriggling my finger. It feels so good that my hips involuntarily start moving in circles, amplifying the feeling even more. Then I start moving my finger out and when it’s almost completely out I push it in again, slowly. Oh this feels so good! I repeat it a few times and then my body wants it faster. I start moving my finger in and out faster. My body wants more pleasure and makes my hips move again. This time up and down. Moving up when my finger is going down and moving down when my finger is going up. I just can’t control my body anymore. It’s doing whatever it takes to get more pleasure. My hips move faster, my hand moves faster. I can’t stop it anymore. And I don’t want to. I can feel the orgasm building. And it comes faster than I thought. And then… My muscles all go tense. I throw my head back and hold my breath. I can feel shivers and my skin full of goose bumps. My finger starts to wriggle and my hips move in circles. It is so strong and so long that I think I will pass out from holding my breath for so long. Finally my muscles relax enough to let me breathe. My heart is pumping hard and my breathing is so heavy that I moan quite loud: “Ahnnn Ahnnnn Ahhnnn…” in rhythm with my breathing.

         The sensations are so intense that I feel dizzy. 
         But I want more...


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