Gentle is the hand that caresses the delicate flower

Saturday, June 5, 2010 at 12:31
             Maybe it was the fear of my mother who taught me that "down there" is a dirty place but It is strange that even though I was masturbating by rubbing my pussy on pillows and furniture, it took me quite a while to discover the art of masturbation with my hands. But of course, it happened. It was inevitable. And when it happened... Hmmmm...
            I don't remember exactly when or how but I think one day I woke with my hands between my legs and instead of using the pillow, I started rubbing my pussy with my hand. And soon I was doing it every morning. I would wake up with my hands already between my legs and I would rub my pussy for several minutes, enjoying that pleasant sensation.
            And masturbating In this way had more advantages: I had more control over what part of my pussy would receive more or less attention, the softness of my fingers, compared to rubbing on furniture, even through my panties. And I didn't depend on furniture so I could do it whenever I as alone, it didn't matter where.
            So soon I started another kind of exploration: places to masturbate. I started doing it whenever I was alone in the house. Not only in my bedroom but in the living room, in the bathroom, in the kitchen, in the backyard, after making sure no neighbors could see me... Whenever I was alone I would reach under my skirt and rub my pussy through my panties.
            The best place was still the bed because I could spread my legs wide open to increase my pleasure and I wasn't risking being seen by my parents. But sometimes it was good to explore and do it in other places. And the risk of being caught would add to the rush. When I did it in the backyard I would pretend to be crouching playing. Then I would look around to see if there was anyone who could see me and then put my hand under the skirt and rub my pussy through the panties.
            In this period when I discovered the art of masturbating with my hand I also discovered something else. I was in my bedroom masturbating as usual and after I finished I was laying down in bed resting. My heart still pounding from the orgasm, my legs still shaky, my hand still on my pussy. I raised my hand and looked at it. It was very wet and the juices had turned a little white from all the rubbing. I brought my fingers closer to my face and sniffed expecting to feel the smell of urine. But no. It was different. It was a mixture of sweet and sour. More sweet than sour, actually. I sniffed a little more. It is exotic and exciting. And it began making me feel horny again. I kept smelling it and soon I had to masturbate again.
            Some days later I was smelling my fingers after a masturbation session. They were particularly wet this time. A thick, transparent liquid covered them and when I opened my fingers the liquid would stretch between them. I couldn’t resist. I was curious to see how it tastes. I tentatively licked a finger. At first I thought it tasted exactly as I imagined it would, based on the smell. I licked again. It wasn’t unpleasant. On the contrary, it tasted sweet and sour as I had thought but there was something more. It tasted like… In the lack of a more appropriate word, as it makes me horny, I would say it tasted like… horniness.
            Smelling and tasting my pussy juices became part of my masturbation ritual. In fact, when I knew I would be alone for a long period, I would start my sessions by touching my pussy and smelling my fingers, to get me horny and in the mood. And during the sessions I would stop from time to time to smell and taste my fingers to increase my horniness.

            Many times I was wondered if what I was doing was normal or maybe that I could get sick or hurt myself doing it. I tried to stop many times, in fear that I was going to end up sick or hurt. But I couldn’t stop anymore. It was too pleasant.

In the beginning...

Thursday, June 3, 2010 at 23:29

         How old were you when you started masturbating?
         Everybody seems surprised when I tell them my answer.
         It seems I started very young.
         When I was about 8 or 9 I started waking up in the morning with my pillow between my legs.
I suppose I instinctively new it was pleasant.
Some time later I started consciously putting the pillow between my legs and squeezing them rhythmically for the pleasure. Which later escalated into me humping the pillow in the morning, rubbing my pussy against the soft fabric, pausing to squeezing it between my legs from time to time.

         Of course at that age I had no idea what was it about. Much less that it was something sexual as I had no idea what sex was. I only knew that it was a pleasant sensation and I liked to do it.
And yet instinctively I knew that it was something that I should keep secret. Probably because my parents were very rigidly religious and traditional and never talked about sex, even avoiding naming the genitals. "Wash yourself well down there", my mother used to tell me, without being any more specific than necessary.
         So I knew that mentioning genitals and anything that I could possibly do with them were strictly forbidden at home.
         By the time I was around 9 or 10 I used to arrive home from school a couple of hours before my mother would come home from work. That meant I used to stay home alone in that period.
And my inquiring mind started exploring, trying to find out what else I could hump or squeeze between my legs for that special, secret pleasure.
I've found out that the arms of our sofa with it's velvety fabric and soft upholstery was perfect for it. I used to mount it like a horse and rub my pussy on its softness.
         Also in the living room we had a wood center table. Its four corners were big and round. Noo, not good for penetration, you perverts. In that time I didn't even know about penetration. The table had some round sculpted wood forms. The texture of the wood was pleasant and I found out that if I spread my legs and crouched just a little, supporting myself with my hands on the table top, I could reach and rub it with my pussy. I also found out that spreading my legs and moving my hips while rubbing my pussy on it was also very pleasant.
         So this is how I started my journey into the world of masturbation. And I haven't stopped since. And since then I can't remember one single day when I have not done it

A geeky girl

at 19:21
          Many people believe that any girl who wears glasses is a geek. And most people believe that geeky girls are just boring and socially inept girls.
         On the other hand, some men believe that every geeky girl has a hidden secret.
         Is it true?
         I can't answer for the others but I guess I may have a secret or two hidden behind my glasses.
         I am still a shy girl but the relative anonymity of the internet helped me relax a little.
         So if you are patient enough, I may reveal some of my secrets here.

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