Objects of Desire - I

Wednesday, September 29, 2010 at 12:31

         As I mentioned before, soon after learning about masturbation I started exploring different ways to masturbate and different objects with which to masturbate.

        The first object was the one that practically “taught” me to masturbate: My pillow.
        When I was around 7 or 8 I started waking up in the morning with my pillow between my thighs. I suppose I instinctively discovered that squeezing it between my thighs was pleasant and was doing it during sleep. Of course, after it happened a few times I started doing it consciously and became addicted to it.   
           Every morning I would wake up and hump my pillow before getting off bed.
           In that period I still didn’t have orgasms yet but nevertheless it was very pleasant to rub my pussy against the soft pillow and squeeze it between my thighs.

         And then whenever I was home alone I would go around the house looking for new ways to masturbate.

         Of course, at that age I wasn’t penetrating my vagina while masturbating. I didn’t even know that was possible. I still had no idea it was sex related or even what was sex. I only knew that I loved that sensation.
         So, the next one that I tried was the soft upholstered arm of the couch in the living room. Whenever my parents were away and I was home alone I would go hump the couch’s arm.

         The center table in the living room had leather covered round corners so I tried that too. I would crouch on the corner of the table with my hands on the table top to support my weight and rub my panty covered clit on the round corner. It wasn’t as pleasant as the pillow or the couch’s arm but it was good for some variation.

         The next method that I discovered was the shower head.
          I’ve always felt a tingling sensation whenever I was showering myself and the water jet would hit the area around my clit. But now I was actively searching for new ways to masturbate so the shower jet was inevitable.

         Once I started playing with it my shower time became longer and longer until my parents started complaining that I was taking too long to shower.

         After I reached puberty and started having my periods I got into the habit of washing my panties while showering and I discovered yet another method for masturbation: I would wrap my panties into a ball and rub it against my clit while showering. The mix of hot water running on my body and the soft fabric of the panties rubbing against my clit was very erotic and gave me very good orgasms.

         Now that I am 28 and have sex quite often I don’t use pillows, couch arms or center tables anymore. But I still play with the showerhead from time to time.


  1. Porn Tube Says:

    Great to know that I'm not the only one who's using showerheads.

  2. Anonymous Says:

    I would love to get to know you...you are just as horny as I am and it would be great to swap stories, chat fantasies and explore our kinks...please email me lookinlookin09@yahoo.com

  3. Anonymous Says:

    i love reading your blog. i am 19 f, i have always masturbated ever since i was young,but never knew that is was masturbating and that other people did it. it wasnt until i was about 16 when my mum and i were talking about `things` when i found out she did it too and it is normal. so thankyou for blogging and sharing with us :)

  4. Lilith Pane Says:

    The showerhead is definitely one of my favourites.

    Love, licks and lashings,

  5. Caty Says:

    @ Anonymous:
    Thank you for reading my blog and for sharing your story too.

  6. Anonymous Says:

    Just found you by way of answer bag. I took a glance at one of your earlier entries and loved it. I'll try to come back my more often. In fact, I am thinking about starting one of my own blogs once again. I used the blog with the title Confessions of a Horny Quad, but I didn't feel like keeping it up.
    Take care

  7. Anonymous Says:

    fantastic blog i loved reading about your experiences. i am a 31 year old bloke who has always enjoyed exploring myself. since an early age i too constantly looked for new and exciting ways to pleasure myself and now even though i am in a long term relationship i still need to masterbate at least once a day.

  8. hi, i love your blog and i cant wait for your next post. I hope you dont mind, but sometimes i like to masturbate to your blog. i dont know if youd like my blog or not, its about masturbating but it isnt as good as yours
    so, sorry if this is a personal question but do you have a boyfriend or do you prefer casual sex?

  9. Caty Says:

    To Abbie:

    Thank you for reading my blog.
    I can't check yours right now because I'm at work but I will do it as soon as I have some time.
    Answering your question: I do not have a boyfriend right now but I have a group of friends with whom I have sex regularly.

  10. adam Says:

    reading all this is making me super horny. Geeky girl with glasses and a dirty secret is such a turn on

  11. David Says:

    Phew... this is a hot blog. Hope to see you post again soon.

  12. Cheena Says:

    I don't know any other way to masturbate than pillow humping. I don't cum when Im with my partner. I am starting to feel like Im not normal anymore.

  13. Caty Says:


    Have you tried the techniques that I describe in the article "At my fingertips"?


  14. Cheena Says:

    When my ex(girl) and I used to make love, I just rub her clit and she felt good. She always cum with that method. I thought at first she was just faking it. I tried doing the same to my clit. It felt good for a while. But I dont get off with that method.

    I envy you. You know so much about this stuff. I hope my current gf would't be turned off that I still dont know how to masturbate properly.

  15. Anonymous Says:

    The way i found it was similure to yours, i just didnt wake up with the pillow between my legs or anything.. well i did but i didnt think anything of it... I did do that couch thing and stuff but alot of what you said we have in common, except i could see porn... (When i was 11 i would go on this website my friend told me i could talk to her on.. it was just a internet chat site where you can have an avatar and everything and my friends on there would trick me into clicking porn links- not too long after that i realized i could go there and watch them and do the same) but i never penetrated because i cant even fit a tampon in there.. ive tried to penetrate but i can only really fit one finger in, and it feels weird... not good but like uncomfortable... i think maybe thats because im a virgin but i dunno. Haha, im 14.. But i know a lot more about it then you did when you were my age. I think i know about as much as a 40 year old would.. haha ..

  16. Anonymous Says:

    How long did it usually take for you to orgasm using the shower head, i've never really tried!

  17. Anonymous Says:

    You haven't posted in a long time. Are you ever coming back?

  18. Anonymous Says:

    I've been masturbating since I was 3. Good to hear others sharing their stories of when they were younger. It should help to break the common misconception that kids can't have sexual enjoyment.

  19. Anonymous Says:

    love hearing about your masturbation antics babe. so sexy!

  20. Anonymous Says:

    hi caty i like all ur blog ...u r beauty(sexy) with brain i masterbte while thinkiing of you..dont mind..pls reply

  21. Lakss Says:

    i like

  22. Lakss Says:

    I like every blog of...this called b beauty (sexy) with brain.. dont mind i did mastrbte many thinking of u..pls reply

  23. Anonymous Says:

    We Want More!!!

  24. Anonymous Says:

    hi this guy remembers masturbating when aged 5 by suezzing his cock between is legs and moving his thighs around especially when in bed and getting an orgasm of sorts. This continue I think till about age 7 or 8 when by inflence maybe it ptogressed to hand then like your blooger found ways of rubbing it against interesting objects like warm old fashioned radiators which have conveniently sized slots.

  25. Anonymous Says:

    Ur beautiful

  26. Anonymous Says:

    I want to fuck you ... and I'm a girl

  27. Alan Says:

    I am a guy, of course we men are always a bit later in such things as ladies are, I started masturbating at age 13, I was introduced to it by a friend who told me that I was 'well endowed' just like he was. At first I masturbated or wanked with just my 2 fingers around my penis, as time went on I enjoyed the feeling immensely and increased the number of times I did it from once or twice a week to a couple of times a day. By 14 I was masturbating with my full hand round my penis, when other boys saw that I had a large penis they said I was one of the few boys that could wank with both hands round my willy and that I actually did in a regular basis from then on. During my teens I must have masturbated at least 21 times or more a week, using both my hands, yes that is about 3 times a day in a regular basis from 14 until I got married at 24.
    I did make a rule that once I got married I would stop masturbating so that I could put all the effort in making love to my wife. At first it was too difficult to just stop wanking straight away, I cut down the masturbating to only when my wife had her monthly period to 2 times, then 1 time and stopped altogether, however, when she became pregnant I had to masturbate a bit. Having masturbating and having had sexual intercourse I feel that it is OK to masturbate if you cannot have sex, like now, my wife died 3 years ago, so I am back masturbating in a regular basis, its good, but sexual intercourse if you can get it is best, as they say " you cannot beat a good ride"

  28. Anonymous Says:

    Iwant to fuck u 2,,,am a guy

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